are laaaaame.

if a woman is flirtatious then she's a whore. if she's chillin' or standoffish, then she's a bitch. victimize women much?

get over it. life is not a bunch of rap lyrics.

and if you really wanna be a "playa," enjoy your STDs.

what's up with love, man.
they always say you'll find love when you're not looking.
bullshit:
if you're not looking, then you're blind.
if you are looking, then you see the bus before it hits you ( Read more... )

"ay not tryin 2 hate but cud u take down that photo of us at the beach" - kyle, in reference to my PRIVATE myspace account

NO.
go fuck yourself.

yeah, last time i checked, it's my picture and my space and mine mine mine. i'm throwing an html-code fit right now. a FITin other news, i tried to dump gabe over the phone today and then he had to call ( Read more... )

my new ipod is syncing all 6,281 songs from my itunes as i type this. that makes me giddy because i haven't seen an ipod connect to my itunes in over a year. too bad i'm not allowed to play with my new toy until after december 25th ( Read more... )

so now i can actually change my "location" every time i do an entry: i've unexpectedly acquired a laptop. and no, i didn't steal it ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i could look at my own love-life with the same eyes that i use to look at my friends' love-lives. i might think that things would be a lot easier that way ( Read more... )

tonight i am going to a strip club
- because i can, goddammit.
i realized that 21 is coming
[this yearand i haven't even taken full ( Read more... )

i swear that all medical record cards should be like driver's licenses with organ donors and have a little spot for you to put a sticker if you're a hypochondriac. i'm getting a biopsy done on the lump in my left boobie. apparently it's not easy to determine what it is just by doing an ultrasound because it has the feel of a benign growth but the ( Read more... )

life's been a mess of romantic confusion.

amanda and i's "BIGGER PLANS" for thursday were completely amazing. i really enjoyed my evening, and i came to a lot of realizations about myself. "just so you don't forget... please don't, i won't."

there's this guy. ¦o)

school starts tomorrow, and i actually have a much more positive outlook on it, ( Read more... )

there's a lump ( Read more... )