YOU WANT IT, YOU WANT IT, YOU WANT IT SO BADLY....YOU WANT IT, YOU WANT IT, YOU WANT IT SO BADLY...WHAT'S THE POINT THEN IF YOU'RE GONNA GET SHOT DOWN. WHAT'S THE POINT THEN. WHAT'S THE POINT OF FEELING, WHEN I STAND BEFORE YOU I'M INVISIBLE., WHEN THERE'S NOTHING INSIDE, WHAT'S THE POINT THEN.

why is that i only feel like writing when things are ( Read more... )

so life has take a turn for the sureal. i swear im in a movie. a fucked up movie that only makes sense to the person writing it. and im never the person with the pen. im always the character thats gets pegged in the very beginning, you know the one. the character that you know his every move from the get go. the one that after a scene your like," i ( Read more... )

why is it when you read old lj entries you really see how much of a juvinile asshole you are ( Read more... )

my fucking back is in so much pain it hurts to walk and to sit down. it fucking sucks. but whatever enough of my complaining ( Read more... )

well ya it did. we have exactly 6 new songs that well play at our next gig. im hella happy. well happy a pretty good set. it sucks that as soon as inspector starts up and gets shit moving well have to disband and move away. but as long as we record our shit it will never be lost and illl be happy with that ( Read more... )

well, lets see. i havent updated in a while. nothing much has been going on besides the fact that kyle is a sexy sexy beast. he was standing over my shoul;der as i was writing this and it was funny. unfortunetly you probably wont know who kyle is, which makes it more amuzing to write ( Read more... )

maybe i should not talk at all ( Read more... )

ok my weekend was...well lets say.....THE SHIT ( Read more... )

the last couple of days have been, lets say, testing. pparently ive been saying allthw rong things without even knowing it and amking some people very upset. even though the fact is that perception is what its all about, i cant help it if you take what i say in the wrong context. thats not my fault ( Read more... )

well the past couple of days have been strange to say the least, i got a stomach rocker done on my that says droogs and its really fucking itchy, julie and i have been really off and on, and i found out some stuff about her that really made me scared. but we are working through it and becoming closer because of it, so i guess its working out for ( Read more... )