I am just so sick, I’ve been pretending and hiding this entire time, it’s has finally caught up to me. I am just too sick. Too sick to even function in the way of my dreams and thoughts that are expressed in my head. Where have I been and where have I gone? I guess I’ve pretended so long that I must have forgotten who I was. The hurt and the pain I ( Read more... )

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It is one thing to feel emotionally disorganized, but too (literally) know that your heart isn’t beating the same and your brain is running a different course, seeing that your trembling is not because of fear this time, but from chemical hysteria and warfare. A confusing aspect of life, experiencing both sides of the mind and body. -jag

yep......so.....tell me this ( Read more... )

lol after all this time. finally i write here again.

i went and got a triangle!! omg i fucking love it its beatiful!

i went on thursday...i even ditched school.

hahah i took alicia and goobi with me<3 and we drove alll the way to san fransico, to cold steel america on hiaght street ( Read more... )

ooo look im bring nosey again. ha!

BIG MISTAKE ( Read more... )

yea. ok. umm birthday was today. was gonna say fuck it. but everyone took up all my time. i guess ill just wait and see what i have infront of me before i concur with my plans. love passes through me, but nothings felt and the love i give out is soo weak it can't be felt or reconized.....

waaaiting.....waiting....wait........pateintly ( Read more... )