I dont update much any more, but i just wanted to say that if you, my friend, have a minute, say a prayer of passage for Emily and Oreo. and a prayer for a gracious path for their baby boy.

You were well loved Emz. I hope you know that.

last night. we sat in a circle and looked at one another, words pouring out of our mouths but they weren't contrived by our minds, these words, they were the essence of something we all share. we all know what it is and i hope that you all my friends are also aware of this life, this thing i call love that isn't attractionsexneeddesire, but ( Read more... )

i've been playing with these boys, such beautiful ones, but they're so young and im getting anxious for my love to return from kiwiland. it's all i can think about, but we have a month until we're together again. let's see where my thoughts are in a few weeks. jem and i might hitch west or hop a train for spring break and it'll get my mind off of ( Read more... )

i find myself constantly wondering how many dimensions i need to step back/out of in order to observe myself and write about my life. that goes without saying i should stay inside myself ( Read more... )

that's right i do NOT have HIV. and though i did contract the inevitable lice they're long gone, those little bloodsuckers. thanks to fallon and fiendy for wishing me well ( Read more... )

things just got a whole lot more confusing...and jonah gets in tomorrow

and i just made tea for jeremiah but spilt it all over my arm. this must be what sunburn feels like.

so i lost the card with my HIV test number on it (that's right; in their eyes, i'm only a number) so i have to get retested and not loose the mofucking card. i found a lice crawling around on the head of another friend of mine...they're closing in on me, and quite frankly i'm scared shitless of those little fuckers. so i'm soaking my head in ( Read more... )

Stolen from Will. <3 This actually says alot about me. I-Tunes ( Read more... )

i've been meaning to write people letters and by people i really mean fallon. i'm terribly ill with a flu right now and my friend has lice and i just got HIV tested (i'll get my results sunday). I've also just spent mad amounts of money on a 20 degree down sleeping bag, a mat, and a headlamp for my wwoofing trip to new zealand in january with ( Read more... )

he came back for a single day and night on his way home from minnesota. i hadn't slept in my own room the morning he arrived, and when i came to Harkness to study for my Neuro exam, i found jonah sleeping in my bed. we have so much to do and yet i'm in school...and he keeps asking me to travel with him. i'll go to vermont over winter term or ( Read more... )