I fell in love with a lad from Vermont who called me "Lass". He consumed my life for five days and last night he took off to catch a train to Albany and hitch back to Vermont. It's definitely strange to have spent every minute with him and now not have him, but I'm completely content...besides wanting to hear a song that we danced to, the artist ( Read more... )

I've been attempting to feel satisfied with less talking and more nonverbal communication, which is what my natural state is in the first place. Hence the not posting; but i'm still here, headbutting people and squeeking and not saying much of anything ( Read more... )

holy shit my fellow communards i love ( Read more... )

i was on the parkway today walking home from work, stopping to pick blackberries and raspberries along the way, when i walked past a bearded man wearing a hemp-like baggy hooded robe. he waved at me and flashed a shy smile and a peace sign as he walked by going the opposite direction. i kept walking homeward, stopping again to pull up some wild ( Read more... )

every interaction with people in this town reminds me why i left, reminds me how different i am from all of my friends here, makes me want to leave again. i really need some love. where is the fucking love people?? i hope greg and david decide to drop by after the leave the gathering. it'll renew my will to keep on going this summer. because ( Read more... )

"remember when I moved in you and the holy dove was moving too and every breath we drew was Hallelujah ( Read more... )

adderal is such a lifesaver these days. i'm ecstatically passing the time in monitoring my wpm, while that boy does the same only a few feet away. It's amazing how much easier i can work with him right here, because i'm not daydreaming about where he is and what we could be doing together. We're working together. On completely different papers ( Read more... )

1. I have one more paper to write. It's due tomorrow, and i just want it to be over with.
2. I'm excited at the prospect of Stephanie visiting next week while i'm working commencement.
3. I'm stupid. I should never ever ever let boys (haha. like there are really more than one.) boy that i'm in love with drunkenly cuddle on me and nuzzle my face ( Read more... )

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