Where are we? What the hell is going on ( Read more... )

this song fucking rules ( Read more... )

ugh

my god my mind is racing...i was so calm all day today. i played dbz in dereks house and played some cube with my friends at mikes. but then the otherside of my mind kicks in when i get home...i side fights and says "no mick theres no reason to flip things are generally good..." but that otherside starts raging. as i am trying to just cut myself ( Read more... )

going to nj today. hopefully ill be able to finish another tape with mike in two days and give it to this producer fuck. i really dont want to give him anything original, i dont trust it. well give him a few covers and maybe one original song or something. we should do some crazy shit...feed my frankenstein!

im really hoping this producer or whatever the fuck he is is not a joke. he wants one of me and mikes tapes and honestly i dont want to just hand it over cuz that's our work. if he just takes that shit i will have the need to kill. but on the other hand, if this pulls out i will have a fucking studio to record at and shit. no more four track. we ( Read more... )

i like myself...im going somewhere. fuck those who think differently.

got drunk last night...real drunk...threw up. hangover. ugh too much tequila. rahtique ate the worm. yuk

closure has come...

ive never felt so sure of anything until this moment

wow...more good news. my cousin was just raped. and not on some small scale shit. shes in the hospital