How did it start ( Read more... )

i shouldnt feel so lost and hopeless...i really shouldnt. but im truly beginning to see that what i thought i needed is not it. i need a nurse and lots of money to pay her to take care of my sedated ass. thats all because nothing else can help me...not friends, not family, not love. i dont want to be a number, a worthless statistic but thats where ( Read more... )

what can i say, so many choices i made...beginning to believe they all lead to an ultimate fate, but even knowing that i did not make certain choices because of wrongdoings. simply situation pushes me to make certain decisions...yet no one accepts it or understands. there was nothing done wrong so many times...but i had to do something. im asking ( Read more... )

On my heart, I'll bear the shame ( Read more... )

my god is my brain racked with shit...i cant wait till its over...whos to say when "it" will be over. i dont know. it is too damn big to say...its too damn big to deal with. its just too much. ill know when its over when i feel it. itll be in the air...

Now hold onto me pretty baby
If you want to fly
I'm gonna melt the fever sugar
Rolling back your eyes......

oh yeah!

feel like im tearing my skull in half...now i need to get a job on top of this so wonderful. let the games begin...

"choose not the life of imitation...distant cousin to the reservation" -anthony keidis of rhcp

finished another song...its pretty cool... www.myspace.com/mikehasastrat if you wanna check it out

cant seem to get out my mind... oh
youre special, youre a rocket to me...