ok well i have a lot on my mind. A lot of things in the world have been making me sick and uneasy for a while now. It's like we're living in hell. All these people missing, murdered, tortured, raped, etc, etc, etc. It makes me hurt all inside. It's like I want to stop this madness but I can't. This world we live in is so insane. Human morals are ( Read more... )

He made me feel positively delightful today ( Read more... )

yeah so yesterday was pretty stressful. So today I kinda destressitized. got up at 6:30 took a shower, went to class, came home had a cup of coffee and exercised. Then I got myself all purtied up. I feel better. have to go work on a project in a little bit. then off to dylans around 5. ick traffic., I just don't understand how traffic cannot ( Read more... )

I talked to an advisor today about my major today. wow. I have a lot to think about and do. I really don't think I want to be a nurse anymore. I want to be a doctor, a pediatrician. Or go with something in the neo-natal area. I'm going to continue going here for the four years, then I might transfer to UF. I'm not sure yet. The guy also told me to ( Read more... )

This weekend = awesome ( Read more... )

ok so I think there is going to be a bed coming through the wall any second now. The roommates are taking appart jyme's bed and putting it together and it keeps SLAMMING into the wall. It already knocked down some of my shit. oiy. I'm sorry but I've gotten to the point where I cannot stand them. I can only stand one of them. The other two are fake ( Read more... )

I had an awesome time with my baby yesterday. We went to the mall and I got to pick out some presents I wanted for Valentine's day. omg we were in Spencer's and these 2 girls walk in and they looked about 12. They started to giggle when they were around the 'sex stuff' and one of them put their arms around the others stomach and started whispering ( Read more... )

I can't take this. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I can't live here this summer. I cant take it. I feel so tense, so stressed, mean, evil, and upset. I dont know what to do. damnit why is this happening. I think I'll just be living everywhere this summer. I dont know. argh. my head hurts. headache. blah. oh and no tires. no oil ( Read more... )

ok so I had my first chemistry exam yesterday. I was one of the first people to finish my multiple choice, which made me nervous because a lot of people were getting up and asking questions about the test. so I'm wondering if I screwed up that part or something. Oh and then we had short answer questions and I finished before everyone. So I just ( Read more... )

I feel so outta place right now. So in the wrong zone. Like I don't belong around these people. I feel like no one likes me. like people are laughing at me. I mean I don't really hang out with anyone around here. I talk to people in class, but it's not like we ever hang out or anything. My roommates, I'm kind of embarassed by ( Read more... )