The human brain is a strange thing. I've posted things about strange dreams before, but these are almost unbearable ( Read more... )

I broke the hell out of my hand. I've never broken a bone before, and it didn't feel like what I thought it would feel like. I was skating at a skate park in Oklahoma. I barely even fell. It doesn't really make much sense to me seeing as I've fallen way harder than that many times before. The skateboard just kinda slipped out from under me, as I'm ( Read more... )

I feel like it's easy to feel what I need to feel when I'm drunk. And that's wrong. I'm afraid to look into my own thoughts and memories when I'm sober. That's not how it should be at all. I need to figure out how to look back at my own life -including the shit that hurts like hell- in a sober state. I shouldn't have to be fucked up just to ( Read more... )

Well today came anyway. I miss you so much it feels like you've been gone for years, but I remember your face and your smile and your voice as if I had just seen you yesterday. I passed our dream house today and it brought a lot of things back. I still think about all of our ideas to fix that place up and turn it into a nice house for our own ( Read more... )

She was so awesome...


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Got Fucked up last night ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of fucking hearing ( Read more... )

Another plunge.

I think I'm done.

A toast to drunkenness,

and habits formed.

I will ride this fucking bullet to the sky.
Till the bones of all the stars reflect your eyes.

Off of the bridge,

let's take a swim.

These are the clothes I want to be see in.

I will ride this fucking bullet to the sky.
With a freshly painted scar between my eyes

I NEED MORE TIME.

I'm not sure how many, but I know quite a few of my friends have tried to call me and I didn't answer. That is because my phone was very broken. I would turn it on, and it would stay on for about 6 seconds, and then start beeping continuously. Annoying. BUT. I finally got a new phone ( Read more... )