Hey everyone (wink to the one girl in my heart- *wink*) I have once again been brought back to Wisconsin from the fiery depths of hell which is the family vacation. Yes- I have once again been found victorious in my battle to overcome the hellish torment of being stuck in a vehicle with both my parents for 3 weeks straight. I have triumphed the ( Read more... )

Every day at least once I think of how great my life is going to be when I have her back in it, and I sigh- hoping it works out between us. She is practically my entire life, I hate the feeling of having myself revolve around one person, but yet I LOVE that feeling more than the world, it's just so unfair to have to wait this long to be with her, ( Read more... )

There is a slight matter that seems to be popping up a lot, perhaps even I have been guilty of it on occasion, but it is beginning to be almost a sub-theme of camp staff communication lately from what I have seen. This involves many people, so don't even think I'm just pointing out one or two, I'm kinda giving a general notice to all here, for I'm ( Read more... )

Double edged and super blue
vertically letting the life from you
casting a new darkness through the room

Angels lay their odds on you
know not quite what they should do
only that they can't quite tear themselves from the view

- Blake Schwarzenbach, Jets to brazil -
I have been doing a lot of looking back on the past in my life - and I have ( Read more... )

This one came kind of as a somewhat neat surprise to me. I thought It would be something weird that totally does not fit me at all- like a used toothbrush or something. I don't know- I think it worked fairly well though.

Careful around me I guess...



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Well- Most of tonight I played Diablo II on my computer and built up a new Necromancer character to level 16- and made it through act 1 and the first two missions of act 2 in the game. I'm feeling somewhat accomplished- yet totally behind. I should have been doing my paper for sociology today because it was DUE today. Nonetheless- I didn't - and ( Read more... )

Yes....I can help you find the GRAIL. To the north there lies a cave -- the cave of Caerbannorg -- wherein, carved in mystic runes upon the very living rock, the last words of Olfin Bedweer of Rheged **BOOOMM**- make plain the last resting place of the most Holy Grail ( Read more... )

You know today has been kind of strange. I woke up at about noonish, and sat down in front of my TV (the big one down in our living room) and watched Zoolander and Willow whilst eating pretzels and dip- and drinking Dr. Pepper. I must admit, I haven't truly just sat and vegged-out and not cared about anything around me for quite some time...It ( Read more... )

So much searching and so much thinking and contemplating have been done in my life up until now about love. I have been very indecisive with myself until now with what I truly want in a love life. I decided one thing and then changed my mind not more than a few days after. It really was becoming quite unhealthy for my consciousness. I am glad ( Read more... )

So many things...so little time ( Read more... )