This is one of the worse christmas I've had so far. My sister who was supposed to fly in from california got into a serious car accident and won't be coming. This whole vacation so far blows.

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I don't feel like myself. I hate it. Its not even that I want to go home, its that I need to. All I want to do is sleep because I don't have to think. I miss everything I find comfort in lately. My house my family my friends. Sick and homesickness don't mix well, or maybe they're just the same thing.

I get to see my best friend in six days. I need it so badly right now. Everyone come home! I want to see you!

When it comes down to it...friends really are what matters most.

College is treating me well. My classes are overwhelming and trying to balance a social life and classes has never been more difficult. I really miss my friends and at first I almost thought id be okay but with everyday I miss everyone so much more. I mean ive made some pretty great friends here already and I feel like ive known them for much ( Read more... )

I've never felt this way before. I've never cried so much. Knowing what Im leaving makes whats to come not even close to being half as special. I am so happy to be able to know such a group of genuine, wonderful, down to earth people and Ill never have another group of friends like that. It makes it sad that Im leaving this, but at the same time Im ( Read more... )

Im starting to realize that going away next year wont be so hard. Its already obvious I probably won't be missed and that kinda makes me sad.

September is coming too soon. June is just about over and once july is over which it will go by so quickly, then its all about wrapping it up. I am so excited for all of whats to come but as I think about this summer so far I really never want it to end. The way we are I just love every moment of it. I don't want to say goodbye to that. I guess I ( Read more... )

I don't think I have ever hated my life as I do right now. I really don't even know what to do anymore. All I want is to have a life and be able to live it the way I want. This is my fucking summer. Im sick of people telling me what to do. I don't regret anything. I am sincerely sorry some people are hurt by my actions but I don't understand where ( Read more... )