Well, I think enough time has passed that I can do this. Things are finally over. Not like before, but like... over, over. And I think that's probably good, right? But that doesn't make it easy ( Read more... )

mmm....

we're good again. shocking.

for the moment? hope not. <3

tonight:

5 papers to dr. ratner
1 paper to dr. prewitt
1 paper to dr. pelky
check in poulenc scores?
finish Grand Chor/Collegiate attendance?

but first i have to clean this shithole, or i'll be so distracted i won't be able to get ANYTHING done.

just kidding. he's looking elsewhere ( Read more... )

Well, the year is almost done. A lot of stuff is up in the air, a lot of stuff I can't talk about. But it's certainly been an adventure.

• got back from Brevard
• ben, for him; brant for me.
• the start of never-ending Cosi rehearsals
• trying out being "official"
• everything sucking

Okay, an update ( Read more... )

Okay, well at least this time I don't have to worry about getting up for class in an hour, it's just a matter of annoyance. My sleep-pattern has been utterly insufferable this semester. That would be one of my goals for the next six weeks if I didn't have so many already, but maybe better sleep will make everything else possible? I think so ( Read more... )

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Welp.

Still awake.

=-(

And as far as that previous entry about "not talking about" certain topics... to hell with that! It's not even because "this is my lj and I can talk about what I want!" It's because I've realized I use this thing to log my existence, and I'd hate to look back years from now and not see what I'm thinking. Er... maybe that'd be ( Read more... )

Ahh today. It was one of those it-doesn't-feel-like-anything-happened-but-in-actuality-lots-happened sorts of days. Now that it's after 4, and I'm still not sleeping, I'm making the *conscious* decision to skip some classes tomorrow. Honestly, for the last four days I have been to very few classes before noon. My body is just shutting down. I was ( Read more... )

So... while I was continuing to not sleep this past evening (note: i woke up friday morning, and then didn't sleep until saturday afternoon, and i woke up monday morning, and now won't sleep until tuesday afternoon... this is bad), I -- yet again -- reread my old Lj entries. I'm such a tool. I figured out why I'm doing it though, and it was mostly ( Read more... )