With toilsome steps I pass thro' life's dull road
(No pack-horse half so tired of his load);
And when this dirty journey will conclude,
To what new realms is then my way pursued?
Say, then does the unbodied spirit fly
To happier climes and to a better sky?
Or, sinking, mixes with its kindred clay,
And sleeps a whole eternity away?
Or shall ( Read more... )

"People talk of sorrow as if it's soft, a thing of water and tears.  But true sorrow is not soft.  True sorrow is a thing of fire, and rock.  It burns your heart, crushes your soul under the weight of mountains.  It destroys, and even if you keep breathing, keep going, you die.  The person you were moments ago dies, dies in the sound of ( Read more... )

I said that I was going to try and post more and I'm doing my best to keep up, things have been pretty hectic so I couldn't post when I wanted to so I am going to give a mini post now and then I'll do a real one after.  Lets see, I was in my first car accident and my car has over $1,000 in damage (no one was hurt thankfully) and since it was ( Read more... )

Well since people are still willing to read what I have to write I am still going to write.  I have a decent job for now, it would be good for if I go back to school, which I probably should to get my masters, however I don't know what I want to do.  I thought I'd like to be a psychologist and do some therapy but after volunteering as a crisis ( Read more... )

Ok, so I know it's been months since I've actually posted here and I was thinking about picking it up again.  But before I start posting like I used to I was curious if people would actually read it, if so I have a LOT to tell.  So my friends, if you guys are still out there, drop me a line and let me know if it's worth getting back into again.  ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

Phase 2 of the great cleansing is now almost complete. During phase 1 the other day I went though tons of papers and random items, rearranged a few things and make sure that things would be ok for phase 2 which is actually cleaning everything. I've been dusting, moving things, cleaning and soon I shall be vacuuming. Phase 3 will take place ( Read more... )

Ok for those of you who have somehow missed out, I got sick from working too much again, who would have thought that 9-12 hour days without breaks in high stress job could do you harm.  I finally got over being sick and went with Phil to Northport where we got to sit outside and play chess in this great weather.  After a long and enjoyable game we ( Read more... )

The other day Loryn, Omer, their friend Lynn, Phil and myself all piled into Loryn's car and headed upstate for our annual trip to the RenFair!  Due to the bad weather we've been having the fair was less packed then usual so it was easy to see all the shows and since the weather turned out to be wonderful for the fair, it was just a wonderful ( Read more... )

Well after my computer was attacked last time, I gave it to Bill to see if he could salvage whatever it was that I had done to it.  All seemed fine at first and the people rejoiced, but alas, the time of piece within the computer was short lived.  Soon after my trip to Boston the Underpants Gnomes struck again!  Forcing my computer to turn itself ( Read more... )