I really don't like Mondays and I do believe that it is truly the day and not the fact that it is just the first day of the work week.  Another sleepless night. I can't help but feel I am being held by the wrong arms. I don't like the scent that lingers as it is slightly shady and doesn't match my manner. I tend to fall in love with the right ( Read more... )

Thursday, by the end of the day, I felt so wonderfully tired and worked. I have not felt that way in a very, very long time. I think that I might be bored with life right now although it looks as if that will be changing quite soon. Things are not such a big deal as I made them out to be and when you are ready, you are ready.

Music is such a ( Read more... )

I feel like I haven't slept in days.....last night wasn't any better.


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These past few days have been rather anxious ones. For some reason my insides persisted that I had a reason to be stressed and for them to be shaky although I was reluctant to listen. They were the kind of days that I wish I could smoke a cigarette (giving me a reason to sigh more) then kiss a boy so he could taste my stress. All rather silly I ( Read more... )

This has been a speechless day. This mornings classes were actually fun and I enjoyed getting up to learn. My Dance and World Cultures class is actually something I like going to and my Mystery of Consciousness, if nothing else, will let me enjoy asking questions impossible to answer. I was later told at lunch I looked sad and I don't really know ( Read more... )

It’s strange how one fulfilling day can make you regret everything you are about to do next. This particular day that I speak of was full of one complete hour and a half where I don’t think I stopped smiling once, a conversation with my sister which allowed her to accomplish her big sister role and give me sound advice, and thorough packing that ( Read more... )

Memoirs of the Geisha ia a very good film. Joe's Crab Shack is a really good restaurant but, tonight gave me knowledge. My family and I were celebrating my sister's birthday early. This came  along with a tub of wrapped presents (by yours truly), funny cards, and pudding cake. The living room was used for its literal purpose. LIVING. My parents of ( Read more... )

I feel so much better I feel so .....much......better. I am safe here. Safe to wander off into far off lands with fairy lanterns and waterfalls. Safe to wrap up in "Sassy scarves" and adorn myself in mittens and hats as if I were five and ready to go on a winter exploration. I can breath without feeling like the wrong person may here me and finally ( Read more... )

Today, in music class, I was reminded why I have worked so hard to dance. We watched a performance performed by the Royal Ballet. Those women are so ethereal and beautiful by nature. Even when you hear and see them speak, they are such a porcelain spirit, it's no wonder how I could watch them for hours. It was all I could do not to cry. Mind you, ( Read more... )

Dawn has not even begun and I have already had a beautiful beginning to my day. A spontaneous swim at midnight reminded me of my childhood dreams of swimming in the sky. Circling stars and making shaped out of the twinkling dots. It is always nice to get back in the water but tonight, something was just different. Perhaps it was the fact that the ( Read more... )