Finally I am going to write and entry that doesn't involve me being a super dramatic eighteen year old college student. This past weekend, I felt completely uninhibited. I talked to people as myself and didn't worry about seeming weird or awkward. Yes I was random and no I didn't stand still. Between costume shop therapy and listening to one of the ( Read more... )

I don't like my life being a conversation piece. It's mine and no one else's therefore, it's not up for discussion. That is my opinion on rumors. Those who know me well understand what I mean and those of you that might be confused, I am sorry, give me time. Today has not been the best of days, perhaps I hoped too much to become of it although my ( Read more... )

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So today, I come out of a jump and my knee popped out of place and then back in. My muscles are now weak although it seems that I can put weight on it but that unfortunately does not help my mood. I still have to go get x-rays to make sure things are all ok. I truly hope so. I really really want to dance and I am beginning to question if there is ( Read more... )

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So, this weekend, I was called Cass. There is always a sense of things being official when that happens. It was nice, especially considering the mouth from which it came. In some way, I feel like I am rising here and yet, in another, I also feel like I am too serious for this place. Hmmm, perhaps that is part of my lesson. It is strange how ( Read more... )

So today, I loved modern class. For the first time, out of being here for almost two months, I enjoyed modern. Too bad that our teacher was a guest and found the behavior of most of our class repulsive and more than likely won't be returning. I told him how much it meant and how much I enjoyed it and it was all I could do to not burst out in tears ( Read more... )

Old blue eyes is singing to me right now. I wonder what happened to good music like this, why we have to go back to the past to find this style of music, I wish I had someone to dance with right now. To hold me with support and step side and side again while turning. I used to stand on my dads feet while he danced with me and sang Tiny Dancer. ( Read more... )

You know those moments, just after they have left your sight, where you feel like you are walking alone like that person in the movies and they tell themselves that they have bad? I doubt I need to explain why I asked that rhetorical question. Hours quickly walked by like faceless dust specs as if time no longer mattered. I am so young. I don't ( Read more... )

I have decided that I like our infirmary here. Although right now it is in an awkward location, and perhaps the unfinished drywall is not the most warm welcome decor but the people make me want to sit in there just to look at the national geographic magazines, snack on the bowl of peanuts (still in the shells mind you), and top of my quiet get away ( Read more... )