I'm reading about molecular reactions and diffusion. Most scientists claim that things that they dont have a reason for are "random". Diffusion is random movement of molecules like balls on a pool table is crap. I have a really hard time beliving this. Like the ancient concept of Spontaneous Generation. People decided (primitave scientific ( Read more... )

I'm scared and weird lately. I feel very inadequate. I can't seem to decide if I am smart or not. Mike does not help. Bitch, bitch, bitch, like he is the cause of any problems I may have. But I'm damn sure he doesn't make them any better. Which is worse?

Nooooooo ( Read more... )

Oh yea. And the whole reason I wanted to write that entry:

http://www.matthewhunt.com/cunt.html

I'm incredibly bored at work right now. This job is feast or famine for things to do. Either 10 people are coding and dying or I'm sitting on my ASS. Its feast or famine with the people I work with too. I either love them or hate them. It amazes me how patients get treated sometimes. And whether they get treated good or not completely surpasses ( Read more... )

See you fuckers. I don't have a midwestern accent. Blahaha. But you all should see the the little bit of hillbilly heaven I have in my front yard. PINK FUCKING FLAMINGOS.

Your Linguistic Profile:

75% General American English
10% Dixie
5% Midwestern
5% Upper Midwestern
5% Yankee

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?
I want to FUCK Ani ( Read more... )

I have been accused of something I would never in my wildest dreams do. And the basis of this accusation is so asinine I am too embarassed to even write about it. I don't even feel the need to justify this accusation with an alibi but I feel if I don't it will cause more trouble. I am so mad right now I just want to cry. FUCKING RIDICULOUS. I ( Read more... )

I want to write something but I don't know what it is. I have always had a verbalization problem and I'm afraid I always will.

The most mentally stable person I know right now is in therapy and the least stable is not. I'm terribly happy right now and I don't think one of my friends feels the same. Why does life work like this ( Read more... )

Every time I seem to get a grip on reality it slips just beyond my reach. I know the answers I have just misplaced them. The only one thing I am certain of is that I can not live in the confinements of convention. My daily life lately consists of trying to understand things and people that I can't begin to comprehend. And it makes me angry, and the ( Read more... )