"What seems to be the beginning to some things, are a means to an end with others." I think someone once told me this. I'm not sure how people know when they want what they have, or if they even want what they think they want, or if it's all a some illusion made up inside of their head. Maybe we are all here on an experiment, or it's just a maze ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here in one of my closest friend's (carolyn) dorm room, and I'm listening to this beautiful song, and it- whether the melody or the words- has caused me to reflect upon my being. I wonder what would happen... you know, just wonder what would happen. I think we all as ourselves this question, and right now I'm asking myself this ( Read more... )

Hi Livejournal... how's it been ( Read more... )

___Hey livejournal... it's been a while since I've updated ( Read more... )

Well, livejouranl, i spent the last 15 mintues updating you from the last 2 months, and AH! it got erased... I'll take time tomorrow to write it out again... TTYL...

OH I'm excited bc tomorrow is the first day of classes for the semester...
YAY!

Jet!
~Me

ok, so i thought i could handle it... you know, casual dating... but i don't think i'm able to do it, or at least not right now... i miss him ( Read more... )

Ok livejournal.... I think I've had it with life!!! See when I graduated highschool I thought we were all done with the Gossiping, go behind your back, because you're not man enough to admit something to one's face, BULLSHIT!!!! I mean come-the-f@ck on... my friends who are still in highschool are more mature than what i've had to put up with the ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to say livejournal? I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach, so I know something's up, but I'm not sure what? Maybe it's a good thing, or posibley bad... I'm not totally sure what this is, but I know it's something. Well... anyway, tonight is the concert for the Woodwind Ensemble over @ GPC, and I'm pretty sure that nobody, ( Read more... )

GAY PRIDE! Wow, what an experience this year. I don't think that I'll ever be able to forget this year gay pride festivities, they were... well, lets just say that I'll have a hard time forgetting them. Well... I'll cut to the chase!... Ah! ... hehehe, I don't know why that's funny... anyway... well I went on an incredible date with this guy... he ( Read more... )

I am filled with consternation ( Read more... )