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I am still very upset that he cheated on me. He just recently deleted the email account like he said he would. I'm still disrespected daily. Still not married still sad. I play otherwise but really i don't even know if i love him like i used to. 6 years as of two days ago. Feels like a lifetime. I'm pregnant and i really don't want to be. This ( Read more... ) -
No trust
It's not gonna work, I don't think I'll ever get over it. He cheated. I'm done, I wanna walk away..I just wish I was strong enough to do it. I wish I had never loved him. -
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I still can't believe he cheated. I loved him. I loved him since the day I met him...why me, why us. Why did he have to do this to us and our kids? I don't even have anything to make the pain go away. I just hope it was worth it because I'm done. I love him but im leaving him Friday. I hope the next woman he comes to love he doesn't screw over this ( Read more... ) -
He cheated
He officially cheated on me. I officially caught him. I'm at a fucking loss...do I stay or do I go? This pain is unreal. I'm not 18. I have two kids to think about and then myself last. God please help me choose the right path -
5 years
5 years and im still not anything he wants. I feel stupid. 2 kids and still not anything. Still not taken care of. Still have problems with everything. I hate this life. I wish i could go back and take all of it and throw it away. I dont want this anymore. My heart fucking hurts and its not fair. -
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Sometimes, people say the darndest things. They can make you cry, make you laugh, make you mad ass Hell, or just break your heart. Today would be all of the above. We fought today. Chase brought up yet another bitch from Indiana. Again pretty as shit. This time its Brittany Davidson. I hate Chase sometimes. It's so honest. Today I hate that I love ( Read more... ) -
pregnant week 34
Has he quit smoking? Nope, does it right in front of me like I'm not sitting there. Has he quit selling? Nope is gone ALL the time. Has he tried to be understanding, nope not one bit. I'm over it, I know ill be with him forever but dear god there are more bad times than good. He's a good dad when he has to be but other than that nothing. Aw are not ( Read more... ) -
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sometimes I wonder what I did to fuck my life up so bad, why bottom is where we stay. I've had 2 kids with a man who dosnt give two shots whether I'm here or there. I feel as though I just need a new start. just to make my life ok. who can start over when they have kids? not this one. I get to look forward to child support lucky me. I write these ( Read more... ) -
over
I don't know how many times ill ever say I'm over it with this man. he literally went out with his whole family. not me. jd bought all the weed so I was weedless while Chase jd hrs friend Lauren and Tyler all went out. whose at home again. me. I'm done with this. Chase wants to Bitch about seeing my family. first thing he wants to do is talk shit ( Read more... ) -
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if I was any other girl, life would be so different. chase would care and actually take care of me. he dosnt care. he took better care of ashley when she was pregnant. me on the other hand, I believe I should be single. I'd Prolly be happier, you'd see more smiles then anything. I remember what happy felt like. it feels nothing like this.
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