ok so me and jason broke up.. he really broke my heart this time and hes with sam again... nothing new... but this is the last time i ever dream of dating him.. yes i will always love him.. there is no denying that... but at the same time im so done trying... im tired of the whole ok nia is cool thing until he finds something better.... so its ( Read more... )

i love jason michael guilliams and im going to marry him one day and have his 4 kids... and live in the country in the house he builds... i love this kid so much yea i cant talk to him for now but 10 months is not a long time shoot its not even a year... so its all good... it will be better before i know it.. and when i marry him.. shoot when i ( Read more... )

jason wrote this for me last night when i was sleeping ( Read more... )

jason gave me his dog tags to wear... his military stuff is his life... he loves it wont let it go but he put his dog tags around my neck and didnt want them back... he told me he never let anyone wear them other than himself... wow.. hes truly amazing i love him so much.... i cant wait to be his wife the one who will be there forever.. also i have ( Read more... )

pete wrote these for me way back when ( Read more... )

you guys i feel better than i ever have... jason is the one for me and i dont see why i was denying that... i have felt stronger for him than i have anyone in my life... hes my one and only... i dont know why i was denying it by dating pete i guess it was my silly little way of getting over jason for a while... and yes it worked for a bout 2 months ( Read more... )

on the couch is the love of my life.. after drinking some with him and chillin with him all day from 10 am till tonight hes sleeping on the couch by the way... today has been the perfect day.. we went and saw horton hears a who... its a great movie.. we took josh (rachells man) and rachell also... it was so much fun... lol :) we made our own little ( Read more... )

so last night i talked to jason again until he fell asleep.. hes so cute when hes sleeping... and guess what?!?!?! hes coming over today :) YAY.. im so excited you have no clue... i woke up at 6:30 and then again at 7.. then again at 8 when he woke me up... and ive already cleaned some and now its liek yay... im so excited i get to hang out with ( Read more... )

ok so... mom called the cops on pete after a day i was over it... with jason it took me two months to even attempt to move on... and even then i still thought of him all the time.. im in love with him still and now things with him and i are getting better he is and always will be the one who will be in my heart.. the only one who i will be able to ( Read more... )

waking up in the middle of the night calling out your name ( Read more... )