Why....why did I choose this path of life. Im jobless, living in a shit hole, have a bf whom I love more than anything and all he can do is be rude and mean all the freaking time. Why did I choose that path. I just feel like giving up on everything. Sometimes I just want to start my whole life over. But I do love him a whole hell of a lot and when ( Read more... )

So chase went through my whole myspace last night after I went to bed. Although I love this kid I don't know if its worth this drama bullshit everyday. Im so tired of him checking up on me. Dude really all I do is sit in a room by myself all day and all night. The only time he wants to be near me is when we fuck. I mean really? He's aloud to talk ( Read more... )

Chase is gonna hang out with his boys and some skank. I don't exactly feel the greatest right now because of it. I mean im not aloud to do anything like that, chill with a skank. It pisses me off that he is going to do that to me. Really? Like come on. Sometimes I wish I was not in love with him so if I did brea up with him and go home it wouldn't ( Read more... )

Well....he did it! He fucked me in the butt...when im drunk it don't hurt too bad. Omg I can't believe im saying that eeeeeep amber save me!

Definatlly I love chase last night I almost lost him for good that was so scary. Tonight we are gonna make up real well though keith got a bottle and im gonna get drunk. I hope chase does not try to puy it in my butt cause that would definatly suck. I kinda wanna try it so that chase can say I tried but I dunno it would hurt a lot. I dunno I just ( Read more... )

So im living at the burtons house and its crazy although I love these people it is hard some times. So I definatly got on a phone plan with chase today which im on right now which is pretty cool to me.

Justin and Olivia are pregnant. Its unbelieveable and makes me want one just that much more. I got my period two days ago and Chase even looked disapointed. He told me that he sorta wanted one too and was hoping in a small way that i didnt get my period. It was cute. All the Burtons and Chase all have jobs now which is great! Dana is so happy its ( Read more... )

OK so jason is the past and chase is my future. so yea we are having 3 kids, trent alan hartford, gracie marie hartford, and zoey elizabeth hartford. we are talking about getting a place together, its got to be a house though. lol. we saw one in the neighborhood and we both got really excited, but hes got to get a job first. i dont know why but him ( Read more... )

so jason either a is lying to me about being at daytona with his dad, becuase umm i thought he passed away??? or hes there with his gf and just telling me that its his dad so i dont find out hes there with her.. either way it hurts, hes never lied to me before and as of right now i dont know what to think... sigh....

ok so a little while ago my twin was dating this kid kyle... quite frankly i thought he was wierd.. i mean he told me he showered naked.. i was like well duh dosnt everyone.. well ive been talking to him lately and he seems pretty awesome.. i dont know why my twin would break up with him... i guess i feel pretty bad knowing that i promised twin ( Read more... )