I am moving out. It has been a tough choice but I know it's something that I've wanted to do for a while but never had the courage to. I'll eventually be living on my own anyway so I'd better start now. I had to put up a huge fight just to get to be on my own. The last few weeks have been exhausting. I've had to put up with arguments, guilt trips, ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel lonely although I have someone special in my life. It feels like we're a world apart when we live in the same city just half an hour from each other. I'm not sure why I feel this way. I thought of all years, I would feel less lonely but it seems to be quite the opposite of how I actually feel. Sometimes it makes me wonder if ( Read more... )

Hope everyone has a very safe and happy holiday. I also hope tomorrow will be a argument-free day at home. It has been a long while since there was a pleasant atmosphere at home.

I've done nothing wrong to not allow an elderly woman carry heavy books for me. I'm capable of carrying them myself. I don't deserve to be yelled at and cursed for it. I've had enough.

There's too much yelling and crying at home. I don't think I can take this anymore. All I want is peace, is that really too much to ask for ( Read more... )

I'm going to miss him a lot.

I can't believe that he'll be taking off to HK. I feel as if I eventually won't have any friends left.

I am extremely stressed right now. I think my blood pressure is going up, I feel nauseous and my head feels congested ( Read more... )

There's a lot of stuff going on this coming week. I've got an exam on Friday night. I'm going with my mom to see a specialist about her problem. Hopefully surgery will be the cure. With all of this happening, I've never felt ready to move out on my own and get my own place. It's something that I've longed for ( Read more... )

I hope it doesn't spread. Although I'm not very close to her, I feel for her. The average for people doesn't mean that it's the average for her. I'm praying that she is a cancer survivor. I can't lose a family member.