I thought I did well and was going to continue to do well emotionally. I'm not sure if it's the weather or just what gets to me lately. I'm back into some kind of depression. I sometimes feel like an unsuccessful laughing stock. Maybe the reason why I'm not included in certain events most of the time or maybe it's because of my disability. True and ( Read more... )

It was a cold and clear day. I went shopping with my aunt and she always goes Christmas shopping with me. A little tiring though after working out in the morning. I can't believe how many kids I have to buy for and it gets expensive when you're single. Still have to do more shopping next weekend.

The weather has turned pretty cold over the past 2 weeks. Seems like winter has finally arrived and that brings along the winter blues ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I cried. Actually I cried 3 days ago because my finger was infected and swollen to the point of going to emergency. But I haven't cried in a while because I am sad. I think that if I disappeared in this world, no one would notice other than my family.

My little fat girl is dying. I know I'll miss her dearly when she leaves. She's suffering right now and we don't know whether it's better to put her to sleep or let her go on her own. It's a tough one especially when they can't communicate to you ( Read more... )

Today's weather: Rain, heavy showers, thunderstorms, partly sunny ( Read more... )

I am somewhat proud of myself. I finished my second paddling session and had the courage to paddle a bit in a K1 all by myself. It was a bit rocky and I was nervous but nonetheless I did it.

I'm hoping to take swimming lessons and more kayaking lessons. I've always dreamt of racing one day so hopefully that will happen.

It has been raining for most part of the day. I have my second paddling session tomorrow and the weather's calling for thundershowers. I just hope I get to know whether it's still going to be on or not so at least I can plan for my ride ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I last posted ( Read more... )

I'm wondering why people who have the ability to be independent choose to rely on other people to remember things for them. I'm not talking about irrelevant things but things like their own taxes, files, etc ...

I'm tired - so tired.