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So I have not updated in a little while. Many a thing has happened. I shall try my best to break it down a bit ( Read more... )

I'm having really weird bi-polar thoughts about my monologue. I have it mostly down (A few lines are still iffy, but they just need to sink in, I'll have them by tomorrow), and my blocking is solid. The only thing is that I don't know if my G.O.T.E. (Yea, I actually did that) is clearer enough to the audience. I mean, I obviously know what I'm ( Read more... )

It's funny. To be quite honest, money has always made me happy. I know that sounds selfish, but whatever. I like having a job because I like being able to pay for my own things, and on top of that, I like feeling secure, knowing that (as highly unlikely as it is) my job could blow up or go bankrupt tomorrow, and I'd be ok. I didn't realize that had ( Read more... )

So life blows. I hate to put it that way, but hey, I'm being realistic. I was doing good with school, my schedule was working well. But now, I'm just completely fucked up. I'm hoping I can keep up and finish out the semester with good grades, but I'm not making any guarantees. Which is the main problem, I want it so bad, but I just might not be ( Read more... )

I was looking at my sylabus today, and I didn't realize I only have a little over a month before this semester is over. Everything has gone by so crazy fast, for better or for worse. Better for the most part because I'm almost through all my homework and I get to start off with fewer things this summer, plus Merchant is sooner (still need a ( Read more... )

Meg's response to my thinking of moving out this summer: "It's up to you and everything, but... i would be really sad if you left cause then the 4 of us couldn't have random awesome parties all the time, i probably would never see you except like once a month... and alex is going to nova so i won't see her as much either (like on the bus and at ( Read more... )

It's funny really. I never really liked Freud or even thought that much about him. Basically, reading or discussing his works made me depressed because it was like he never had emotion, everything was just physical to him. Tonight was different for a bit though. When Rice was talking about his stuff and said "We all think we're immortal, you don't ( Read more... )

So my spring break is basically at an end, all I have left if the weekend. Spring break was a good break from everything, and it gave me a little chance to catch up on a few things, but all in all, I miss school. I miss being crazy in drama class, I miss keeping Marie awake in Spanish and then Me and her and Drew discussing all the stupid things we ( Read more... )

So there's a main reason I'm happy about how today went overall. Besides getting a good grade on both things, it made me feel good about exactly WHAT they were. The monologue and my narrative were all me. Nobody helped me with either, and everything about them was nobody's but my own, so getting good feedback on both made me feel really ( Read more... )