right now i dont know if the drugs and alcohol are helping me or not. i happy before i took them. and now that i'm confused, i dont know if i want to be in this state right now. i think i'd rather be sober right now. because the other alternative is to just get more fucked up. but thats not the idea i want to go for ( Read more... )

wake up an embrace reality ( Read more... )

i can't sleep :(

i don't know why.

i don't think i'm sad or depressed.

i actually really enjoy dreaming :)

i dunno.......i feel weird

ok, now that i've gotten all of that funny business out an said...on wi today :D ( Read more... )

So, I have come to the conclusion that I am modern day Hitler when it comes to looks when looking for a girlfriend. LoL. Blondes with blue eyes. haha. ok, that wasn't funny. but seriously. it is true....i don't mean for it to happen like that. it just does. ah! hahaha

...there lived a girl. Yes guys, that girl was me :D LoL.

I did just start this post with "once upon a time". It is because I am constantly finding myself in a dream world. I can hardly keep my feet planted on the ground. There are days when I find myself looking at my life in plain view. (Boring). Then, there are days when I can't help but think ( Read more... )

So, I had a few goals set for myself to do ( Read more... )

Right now is one of those moments where I feel REALLY inspired to write about all that is coming to mind. Yup... one a those moments. LoL ( Read more... )

oh boy oh boy, have i got my work cut out for me ( Read more... )

well, i have a new task :D

it makes me very excited and happy. LoL. I'm learning some new languages.

*Slovak
*German
*Norse
*Greek
*Danish

:D

i know those are 5 different languages. and 5 different languages....but hey, i can do it. i can do anything that i put my mind to. and i am set to learn these languages...no matter what!

:D