feelings

sad
unhappy
hatred
sorrow
i want to fucking cry
why cant things just be right
why wont anything just happen like its somthing beyond anything and its meant to happen
why cant that somthing be want i want.
why cant i get everything i want

smash my heart with a hammer.. fuck you

well since my last update was so controvercial/feelings stirrer, maybe this will be a bit more on the calm side ( Read more... )

so all of you who think emo is bad can go to hell. i love hardcore music as much as the next kid but in this area its only a handful so thats a bad saying. i do like hardcore but i have that inner movement, no not in my bouls, when i listen to emo. fuck all this all they do is cry about their shit, hey everyones gotta let it out, and through music ( Read more... )

so for the day ive decided that 2 hours of sleep is quite enough for life. i mean einstein viewed sleep as a waiste of time and slept maybe 3 hours a night. sure he turned almost mad by the end of his life but thats a long ways away. well i had a long long long talk with mr o. thats jesse o. for you who dont know, and well it was good. i needed to ( Read more... )

well hello and welcome to my wonderful horrible life. so uhh yeah things with jaecy how do i put this... were on a break. she said she needed time to just get over her losses and try to move on and she needed time alone for this. it makes me feel like theres a gap in my life now since were not us anymore.. well for the time being which hopefully ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like everything that you do ends up in some horrible situation where nothing can come out of it in a plus. well i feel like everything i do lately is this exact situation, give or take. well i feel horrible, feelings wise, and i realize that i could have done things differently, or could i? feelings are a bitch and i wish i didnt ( Read more... )

does anyone ever think that the world seems to revolve around them and its just falls into place to please them? well it seems more than a feeling for me. i dont know if its just that i dont let things get me down or if they just seem to work out or what but even tho bad things happen the good always seems to outweigh them. i dont say this enough ( Read more... )

so new things about me... i quit mla.. i didnt like the things that were happinging. there was no organization or set plan for anything. i need structure. and i guess my passion for it was gone. i dunno im happy for ryan and jon joining up with for today cuz thats what they really wanted. no hard feelings about it all you guys are still my buds. ( Read more... )

this feeling is for you ( Read more... )

well contrary to popular belief, there is a connection between males and shopping. call me a dousch or gay or whatever the hell you want to call me. i personally like sexy fireman wink. anywhom. so i went o sioux city with jaecy and mr. simms this evening and well i spent money, jaecy spent money and matt watched ( Read more... )