so, it's been a while. atleast i havent forgotten about lj all together lol. so, what's new in my life? um, nothing. heh. i'm still working at pepperidge farm. still slacking in classes at chesapeake. and my love life, is well.....complicated, but still the same. it's definatley better than dramatic though ( Read more... )

You scored as Chaotic Good. A Chaotic Good person is someone who has little intrinsic respect for laws or authority, seeing them as insufficient to sustain what's right. These people work according to their own moral compass which, while good, is not necessarily always aligned with that of society. Despite their chaotic tendancies, these people ( Read more... )

so, there have been a lot of teachers over my years that i have wanted to bitch slap. my humanities proffessor is turning out to be one of them. he thinks he knows philosophy and his mission seems to be to bring HIS PHILOSOPHY to "the shore". in a nut shell, he's a close minded prick who doesnt want to hear anyone elses opinions on, of all things, ( Read more... )

it's over....again. i always wanted more....but he doesnt want to give it. not to me.....he says not to anyone. we'll see about that. so i guess, we'll take time away, again. i'm not allowing myself to talk to my best friend, because it hurts too much. and why confuse him more, anyway. he's knows what he wants right now...i cant make him want me. ( Read more... )

i've been managing to keep myself busy. i suppose out of necessity. it's not in my nature to curl up in a ball and cry for a week.....although that's all i really want to do. i havent cried in that past few days either. i've had to fight the welling up of tears off with a boom stick...but no crying. i think i'm making progress....or atleast, ( Read more... )

so.....things kind of suck in a big way right now. after months of deliberation....shawn and i are no longer speaking. it's just too hard. he's got a new girl. and as much as i love our friendship....im still in love with him....i have been for the past two years. and it's going to be a very long time before i get over him. it's breaking my heart ( Read more... )

well, um....i havent made a post in a very very very long time. i'll be honest, i havent liked myself for a long time either. maybe that's the reason i havent wanted to talk about myself or my life at all. but maybe tonite, i can share a little....oh where to begin. i guess ill just pick something....although point form has always gotten ( Read more... )

i've sort of lost interest in blogging. i think it has to do with me being so confused right now. i never feel like talking when things are actually going on in my life. i guess i could update to ( Read more... )

so, i sort of forgot about livejournal. i admit it, i got sucked into myspace. funny thing is, i dont post many blogs on there either. i dont really feel like much is going on in my life right now. lol. im lame. i guess i could spare a little update tho....here we go ( Read more... )

so the "aint no body holdin me down" feeling i had going on yesterday was short lived. today seems like it's going to be a dissaster. work started off shitty....got in a fight with my GM....he's an asshole who wouldnt even listen to me. didnt make very much money, didnt get out of work till 3. then i get a call from my director saying one of the ( Read more... )