It's pretty awesome.
Things are just finally working out for me.
There was that huge long period, where I kind of
had to do things for myself, && even be a bigger
of a person than my parents were being.
I put up with the things they say to me mainly because
they are the only ones who will always be fully honest
with me, they will point out my flaws, that ( Read more... )

To write in here.

I wish I was stronger person.

( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated this whole thing in a long time; so I thought I would go for it. Well since then Justin Mizzle left to go back to school : ( I miss him terribly; only like 100 something more days. Boys got ghey during that time too; well one did. Things were good between friends && junk. I feel like I lost a couple best friends; they just ( Read more... )

well i came home early tonight. I think it was for the best; there wasn't much doing tonight && i didn't feel 100% me. maybe it was my cold? or i don't know something else. whatever it was; made me just want to come home && get cumfy && listen to music.

so yesterday. me; magA; && magH drove 2 hours to La Salle. Because we are insane && magH wanted ( Read more... )

( this is where this month has brought me )

well today was my birthday aka: nothing special. i mean sure people said happy birthday, but i mean i did nothing exciting all day. school was boring, people were nice. so that was all good. um came home. all i got today was money from the parents; which i didnt even want. so much for an ipod. so no special gift. i was supposed to go out to dinner ( Read more... )

nothing exciting has been going on that i can think of. yesterday i hung out with sinclair, magA, bentley && cody. even though it took them years to find out where we lived. they are probably some of the funniest boys i know. i think they are comeing out here again saturday; so yeah parrty. then when they left we went to pam's house, which i always ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty much amazing. i hugn out with people i haven't like hung out with like just me && it wasn't awkward oh man. so burrit, diane && coxx came over after school on friday. && we drove to hangouts; those girls amazing ah iluv them<3. Then we met Patrick && all went to wendys with the VH people. Then us girls slepted at burrit's ( Read more... )

so i just deleted everything i wrote which was a lot. because i have more important things to say. so heres my list

1. i want my birthday to come because i like having that one day of feeling a little more special compared to some other people. && i like having people being nice to me, im so sick of peoples god damn attitude, fucking get over your ( Read more... )

yeah a lot has went on since i haven't updated it was Hard's birthday. It was Anna's birthday. It was Halloween {{which it rained,}}. Diane && Burrit fought off two tall ass polish girls. School is gay, && it's really hard to increase me grade in World History. I didn't end up going to the spitalfield show because of  rides. Ive been going to more ( Read more... )