Sometimes I just want to give up ( Read more... )

So here I am again. Today I had class at 10. I didnt get home from work until midnight last night ( god damn drunken jimmy buffet fans) I switched banks today...So proud of myself haha. I have 50 dollars in my new account. Probably the most moeny I'll have for the rest of my life. I spent like 100 bucks on books today and finally got all my class ( Read more... )

So now that I'm in the city, everything is going well...theres only one thing...besides my roomates I have nobody to share anything with, no one to be intimate with. I left everything behind me...maybe I'm just running away. Life got complicated and I thought by shutting certain things out that they might get easier. I'm really only trying to ( Read more... )

Hmmmm... where to begin ( Read more... )

So here we are. My first year of college has ended. What have I learned? How far have I come ( Read more... )

Where do I start? It's hard to talk about my life when I don't think anyone wants to hear, but writing this helps me myself figure out what's going on because I don't even know what I'm feeling for sure. These past 2 weeks have FUCKING SUCKED. Final projects and exams are kicking my ass. I've been sick all last week too. All the stress I think just ( Read more... )

I think I have just been insulted by a computer program...

Utter silence ( Read more... )

These past few months have been the hardest of my life... For months and months I was so cloudy and unclear. My heart was heavy. I feel like I'm at the bottom of the barrel emotionally. I've been messed up emotionally and physically. When the stress was too much to handle, I would just shut down and close myself in. I'd look for an escape. "Get me ( Read more... )

I'm starving, but I'm not hungry ( Read more... )