Pride is a crutch of the insecure ( Read more... )

Lazy...tired...inconsistent...nervous...unmotivated...unenthused...passionate, but too tired to show it...failure...dragging...indifferent...bitter ( Read more... )

Listen to my whisper ( Read more... )

I...me...my...heart...love...passion ( Read more... )

Something has to change, and change it will. Here is the beginning of a new week, and a new world. A new life to live. I've been bogged down for too long. For the past couple of months it's been about depression and faliure. God has given me all the answers to my questions. I have only been ignoring them. Ignoring the inevitable. I must do away ( Read more... )

I'm standing in the sun, straight up on my feet. THe left side of my face warmed by the light. The right side shadowed and hidden. For this is more true than you know. My left side stronger than my right. The right waiting to catch up, but there lies a brick wall right between my eyes. My right is never wrong, and the left is never right for they ( Read more... )

This past week has been a real test of faith and will. Nothing went right. Any ground I had to stand on is slowly crumbling beneath me. I fel like there is a brick wall put up before me and I can't cross it. I was on the verge of tears more than once in this last week. It all started on monday when I got a D on my keyboarding midterm. I guess I'm ( Read more... )

"High Flight ( Read more... )

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Its been a while since I last updated...Not alot has happened. Feelings are still the same. Mid terms are coming up next week, and I have a shit load of work to do. Ive been lacking behind and I'm just starting to get my shit together but I hope it's not too late. I hate being an under achiever. I'm harder on myself than anyone. I want to succeed, ( Read more... )