well..i snatched saras password and decided to update her journal here. evidently she deleted the other one ( Read more... )

im not writing in this journal anymore..the new one isyvevevy

i just posted a big long boring post. im still bored. here..a survey...feel free to ignore it ( Read more... )

Once again i recieve credit for yet another failing relationship. yah..freaking..hoo.  As Mike very kindly informed me, I didnt seem happy at all to see him thursday when he came home from Europe, i don't kiss him the way i used to, and i don't like when he touches me or holds my hand.  I was tempted to laugh. Everything he was saying to me, ( Read more... )

today i went to the zoo wih ari and her friend eric. It was fun..then we went to erics house and played video games, and let me tell you, i schooled them all. hah..i sucked cock playing that game. but, it was addicting. eh..what are you gonna do? thennnnn we went back to ari's house and she discovered that kyle had to do something before he came ( Read more... )

eh this sucks. its 3 in the fucking morning. i cant sleep. i have to get up in 3 and a half hours. i dont communicate well when i dont sleep well.  This is a problem.  i hate being the only person online in the middle of the fucking night. im in a fuckin shitty mood. zach, i discovered tonight, is a shallow asshole. as is nate.  oddly enough me and ( Read more... )

alright..im pretty annoyed right now. what else is fuckin new, huh? all i do is bitch and complain on this stupid thing. but..venting is good.

so..two days ago mike called me and acted like a complete ass. i havent seen the kid in 3 weeks..the least he could do is act happy to talk to me. or maybe thats asking too much. everything i said he was ( Read more... )

hmmm ( Read more... )

I am a mother fucking dumbass.  I lost the ring vin gave me before he left..im so stupid. im so pissed at myself. im so...ugh!  i should be shot. i dumped out all fucking 17 drawers in my room and went through everything..its not there. im so fucking gay.

i called rachel..were trying to find zach a new chick before we tell him amandas not gonna ( Read more... )

I'm back..i know, it sucks. eh, what are you gonna do ( Read more... )