so this past week has been utter insanity. some good some bad. people have been hurt. friendships have changed...for now at least. people are mudslinging and name-calling and one thats been slung at me a couple times now is "judgemental ( Read more... )

i imagine anyone who has heard and hated the saying "when life hands you lemons, make lemonade" has been handed some lemons by life that were just too sour to be sweetened ( Read more... )

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yay for summer yay for summer yay for summer ( Read more... )

one more official day of skool, then another exam friday, then ACT (and my first day of work!!!), then graduation, then it's FINALLY SUMMER!!!!!!! w00t!!!!!!!

this year was crazy...but if u really wanna read that, look at my myspace, i did an entry bout that there

ryte now im gonna do a lil ( introspection )

can u tell that makes me INSANELY happy??? im counting the days ( Read more... )

and here it is (yes this is the WHOLE song ( Read more... )

im sad. and if u dont want to read about why i'm sad...dont read this

skool - i got a zero on a big project in APUSH...that pathetic grade jus went further down the toilet. i haven't done hw for math in about a month. im sinking further and further down the list in chem...i dont even see a point in doing work for that class anymore, you cant ( Read more... )

sooo i decided to try n do some work today in comp sci while the guyz played soldat. mostly b'cuz my part of the game we're making is big...and difficult...and if i skip the dayz croney's not here im never gonna finish. and so im sittin here tryin to figure out wat to do...and i get to listen to all the lovely language the guyz use (including PD) ( Read more... )

sooo mini gusto was pretty much awsome. cept a few moments when i wanted to hurt something...but they were overwhelmed by the good stuff. crackin jokes...insanely long car rides...gettin in touch with our crucian sides...fightin over the showers...dealin with the dogs...shopping...the track...good times. SHATTASCAT!!! CLOMBOBAT!! yo mudda...yo ( Read more... )