getting wisdom teeth out is not fun. not one bit. nothing to eat. feeling very nautious.

i have my job.

i am so sick of looking for a new car. i want to do my research and make sure i find a car i like yet can afford. i have considered everything from hondas, to jeep, toyota, nissan, etc. i cant make up my mind. i want something good on gas, small yet roomy, and if it has AWD it would be awesome...the most i want to spend is 20k but i really would ( Read more... )

so here is MY top 10 cds of 2008, and i tried to narrow it down to my favorite song on each cd ( Read more... )

2008 is over and done with. i hated it. i hated myself and what i did. i am hoping that this year is different. i wish i could post my resolutions here, however they are very personal and i think people are too judgemental. we shall see.

If you're on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine ... you're on my list, so I want to know you better ( Read more... )

i want to move..but i am not sure where to..i dont have any jobs lined up elsewhere and dont even know if it would be worth it trying to move..i am just having a life crisis right now. i know this is not right..i know this is not my life. i am not myself anymore. i am lonely...and anti-social. i am living for fucking nothing. absolutely nothing.

I am so extremely elated right now..I feel so happy and convinced that there is some good in this world...this is a really good feeling that is so rare....being this happy reminds me of how low i have been feeling lately with this mundane lifestyle lately. this is a sign that I am not doing what I want to do in life..I should be feeling like this ( Read more... )

maybe with the help of some of my friends, i can get through this slump....i see some hope.... i need some change..time to change up my ipod lol...its only so big so all of my music doesn't fit at once.

my life is so very utterly boring and depressing. in every way, shape and form. my weekends are spent trying to do as much as i can without spending any money...since i have none. i don't go out with friends or shop or go out for drinks or anything. i am a 24 year old practically dead. all i do is go to work 4 days a week, come home, eat dinner, ( Read more... )