last night i was driving down 95 and then route 1 and then i saw huge ass flames.....the old danvers state hospital was ablaze! it was sooooo amazing to watch yet scary..there were cars parked everywhere on the highway..keep in mind this was like at 2 am..i caught lots of videos on my cell phone..if i can i will load them on myspace..just incase ur

is it possible to be both numb and sad at the same time?
chris' grandmother is still alive.
but she seems so incoherent, and her stomach has swelled to the size of a watermelon.
i hate feeling so alone.
i hate sleeping alone.
i give up so much right now.
fuck my damn dreams.
blah.

riesling wine is my favorite ( Read more... )

tool and nin rock my ass.
but you all know that.
i think.
you should anyway.

i stayed up late last night making 54 valentines for my students..all hand made too! and i bought them cute little ones like the little mermaid and cars..to show off my movie tastes as well lol. then i laminated the hand made cards and cut them out and taped on lollipops ( Read more... )

i know this sounds really lame, but i don't know how to create a network on my roomates computer, so that i can sign on and use it..i am connected to someone else's network, which is the only one that shows up thru my wireless. she has the internet on her computer, and we have a wireless router, and the wireless symbol is lit up, however i just ( Read more... )

why are you always on my mind. damnit.

"If Winter Ends ( Read more... )

i dont care about what's fucking hot ( Read more... )

sigh. my life is really pretty lame..

i LOVE teaching and am convinced this is what i want to do with my life.

but my life is so stagnant and horrible. and i require CHANGE.
or some stability.

and some love, affection, caring, kisses, sex, and FUN!