I have become an attention whore and very proud of it. Tonight at BW3's was awesome. Good hugs and nice comments can definately perk a girl up. Haha...I love it.

I cannot express how much I have missed home. The people, the house, the town, and most importantly my family. Put 9 people in my house and the house becomes one long stand up comedy routine. I haven't laughed so hard in so long. Yay for home!

So I am sitting here alone in my room contemplating many things. I keep thinking about my life and how it has and still is changing. I have learned many things, gained some, lost others and yet I still have so much to learn and experience.

( things my heart and head have learned in 2004 )

I have completed Senior Sem. My paper is successfully done, in less than 24 hours mind you. And the best part....it's good...seriously I am proud of this paper all 16 and a half pages (19 if you count the works cited pages). Anyway, going to go turn it in before I go back to work at 2:30. Also got to turn in my film critiques for Schooling ( Read more... )

I can't handle this....cold weather sucks ass. Well, I survived the weekend adventure with Keila. Ohio was nice, the people even better. Keila's dad and his fiancee(!) were awesome, as were Sarah's parents, Mark and Theresa. I felt right at home. The other people were interesting to say the least. Some were just as I expected, others weren't ( Read more... )

( a survey aka an assessment of life )

Delusional....how did so many people get to be this way? How does one go from a friend who can read every look that crosses my face or though that crosses my mind to someone who does not get anything that I am thinking and feeling? What are the blinders that they have on ( Read more... )

Landslide...good word to describe the series of events lately. Despite landslide denotating a unhappy disaster, not all my experiences have been bad. It has just been a rapid pile-up of things at my feet for me to wade through and think about. Life has been really good lately, except the minor rages I feel when there are hurtful circumstances and ( Read more... )

One full week til finals begin officially. Shouldn't Elizabeth be freaking out? Yeah probably, but I'm not. Should Elizabeth be writing papers? Yeah, but I'm not. This weekend has consisted of me sitting on my ass doing nothing. Last night went Christmas shopping with Keila and then again today. I love buying presents for other people. I ( Read more... )

Just looked at my watch; I have been up for an hour. The alarm went off at 7:45 and it was almost impossible forcing myself out of bed. My room was cold this morning and my bed was oh-so warm. All I wanted to do, after turning the heat back on, was hop back into bed with my comforter and pillows and blanket and just snuggle in for an extended ( Read more... )