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A question for the masses
Why is it that if you're a single woman and you're tired youre not allowed to be tired or somehow your tired isnt compareable to spmeone elses? So tired that you could start bawling for being tired but not be able to take a nap. But heaven forbid that you mention this to anyone. Especially anyone with a significant other, engaged or married.
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Watch my back
Like so many times before i am once again on the outside. Perpetually the spare wheel; ignored and yet constantly barraged by fake fawning, proclaiming that im invaluable, that im wanted, that im not interrupting or not in the way ( Read more... ) -
Take flight
Well today I'm heading to Michigan. Time to surprise my parents. I'm sitting here at the airport and am just marveled by watching the Planes take off and land. I've flown three times prior to this trip. Twice prior to Sept 11th. I personally love the feeling of flying. Being shoved back into the seat by the trust of the engines as they sling shot ( Read more... ) -
So much for motivation
The only excuse I have is that I worked last night. 3rd shift...i could just be reaching what would be 3am to most people. but damn it i had plans for today! I got home, i put away dishes, did a load of laundry (and i think lost some hearing because of it). Made a kick ass dinner (whole grain pasta roasted chicken breasts with brochette on both. It ( Read more... ) -
one of the lucky days.
So another year older and theoretically wiser. Today was a completely amazing day. the kittens woke me up way too early for my training course at work but oh well. Made a nice breakfast, relaxed while I dined then off to work ( Read more... ) -
ponderings
Last night was a struggle toward the end. Aren't all things though? Work was a struggle, I had to go get the oil changed in my car, went and got some food to sustain me till the next pay check and for some reason the mood, already brooding and just unhappy about the difficulties at work started to swivel inward. Chicken Tikka for dinner, chocolate ( Read more... ) -
Home, solitude
Ok so I need to get used to this I think. It's the first full weekend in a while that it's been just me and the kittens. It's a strange mixture of boredom and soul crushing loneliness. I have a notion to get my lap top upstairs but I don't have the spirit to get up and move. I have accomplished what I wanted. I mowed the rest of the back yard today ( Read more... ) -
Trying to figure it out
I've spent a weekend with you. Hell I've spent a series of weekends with you. I'm generating feelings but I'm not sure if it's a crush or real. You've got major drama going on and really don't need the distraction. But when we've both been asked by no less thank 4 people, your friends and mine, if we were together. Hell we stumped your best friend ( Read more... ) -
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Started my day oddly. Woke up at wray's, left early in the morning. Took a long bath and had the excitement to call a pagan friend and, with the energy from the storm, want to go just soak it in. That friend answers the phone sobbing and in the midst of th worst migraine in her life. Call 911, follow the ambulance to the hospital and sit there ( Read more... ) -
Concerned
So i get home today and check the mail box.... I have a letter, yay.... maybe. I pull it out and find its from the VHDA... ok these people i send my mortgage payments to....so why are they sending me more coupons and why are they addressed to some guy? WTF ( Read more... )