Even if I do find someone else eventually, I don't know if I will ever be happy again. She ruined love for me. She destroyed my passion for life. My desires, my hopes, my dreams... all empty and meaningless now. I feel detached from everyone else, alone and forgotten. Why does everyone keep leaving me? Why does everyone keep hurting me? Everyone is ( Read more... )

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Damn her for still haunting my thoughts, even after so many sleepless nights and torturous encounters. Damn her for stealing the magic of love and romance from me. I want my illusions of grandeur back. Damn her for putting me through hell for her own amusement. Damn her.

Too many memories on this campus... all of them with her. How am I supposed to come here everyday and be reminded of the life I no longer have? Why does this place have to torture me so much? I hate my life.

I'm so incredibly lonely. Why don't I ever fit in? Why don't I ever belong?

My life was stolen by the one person I trusted with it. How does one get over that? How can one be expected to trust anyone again?

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a sun
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine?

Pearl Jam - Black

Why is it that I never feel like I belong, no matter where I am or who I'm with?

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