soft serve ice cream machines are so great to use! its so much fun and so easy, i hope i'm there more often! at least until i find another job that is ( Read more... )

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R ( Read more... )

this is really long, but i figured i have nothing better to do with my time so why not....this one's for you kristen, who's always sending me these long-assed surveys that i never have time to finish, or even start for that matter by the time i finish reading yours ( Read more... )

i went to tewksbury mass last night. for anyone who doesnt know, its by lowell, an hour and 45 minutes away from springfield. but dont worry, even though i went there after work i slept over so i wouldnt fall asleep driving home ( Read more... )

so friday i got the letter ( Read more... )

so the only person who knew this before last night was andrew's girlfriend kelly. i don't know why i told her and no one else, it just popped out in the first e-mail i sent to her when she tried to contact me that first time after andrew went to jail. however, last night mike dragged it out of me and now the reality is starting to sink in ( Read more... )

i'm beginning to realize how much there is to my life that i just don't get ( Read more... )

so i had a very odd day on saturday, my dose apparently went down then (guess i felt like crap on friday because of taking tylenol pm on thursday night). i felt fairly high from it, which was extremely weird because you'd think i'd be feeling depressed from the lack of drugs in my body. but i did feel high none-the-less though i felt achy and ( Read more... )

its official, next week i start going down 5mg every friday. its gonna suck bad the first three days every time, but at least ill be done in 6 weeks instead of the 15-30 my clinician was shooting for. i'm going ama, that's never a good thing when it comes to this stuff.
work, ugh
so sick of people, but i'm working at the fudge counter today, yay!

mike is still finding some reason to get together with me every day! we were putting together two drawing desks, a stool, and a bookshelf the other night (which still needs to be completed, at 2:30am i was starting to hurt myself alot) of course i ended up doing most of the work because mike was working on the room he was going to be putting them ( Read more... )