1. longing

2. confussion

3. creation

4. men or the comparable alternative

5. money

6. music

7. restlessness

8. an epic traped in mind

9. nothing

10. the bottom line

"... i'm not even going to ask, i'm just going to steal your candy."

"sure, go ahead."

"thank you."

( if this is what i'm paid for than.... i'm going back to sleep. )

this post is dedicated to my favorite new yorkers... here's to the professional, classy and career minded crew better known as... your mama never made the bed ... which really isn't the case after all... but i'd like to think i were clever.  JUST A FEW MORE HOURS TO GO!!!


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1o9 pm

in short... I had a dream somewhere between this morning and last night; one of drinking yourself to smoke yourself to sleep... I dreamt a memory of a seemingly infinite span of time, one simple eternity lasting no longer than half a minute in its least, or two at the most.  shades and shapes, stars within smoke... a stone, cold from crying ( Read more... )

How to make a earthdyedskremn
Ingredients:

3 parts success

3 parts ambition

1 part beauty
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of fitness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

i can dig it... i think

You Are the Individualist

4

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and ( Read more... )

man... i'm really not fond of existing at the moment! i've felt kind of off for the past few days... i think i'm having my dark moon time.... waning to the new, waning to the new... i need to shroud myself and pray for a few days and try to regain and regroup myself. my boss is a bitch, and i'm really really crampy. man oh man. that's all ( Read more... )

man... so i'm sitting at work, i went to the office earlier today to "get caught up" on some paper work... which translates into, eat an onion bagel and drink coffee. so then i needed to print things and i decided to come to the tax site... i've made three appointments and have updated my lj info and likes and stuff and emailed people, and wrote ( Read more... )

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY JAIME!!!!!

you rock my fucking socks cuz yer so cool and i wanna be.....

just LIKE eeeeeeeeeewe!!!! which is cool.. because... yeeeeer COOL... and i wanna be that cool too!

JAIME HAS A HOT GIRLFRIEND, WHO'S NICE, AND JAIME HAS A SWEET PAD TOO...

jaime likes to drink and smoke alot too... and so do i....

SOMETIMES WE DO IT ( Read more... )

given that valentine's day is a celebration in the name of one man who martyred himself for the illegitimate love of naive youths... bled and severed... it makes me feel good to have your cyber kisses and type pad roses to keep me company while i drift in thought and clean my room... to the private rhythms beaten out by earth and robert smith... ( Read more... )

oy man i'm tired... i had the strangest weekend, and my mouth is still in pain... i almost wish i were a dentist, or were crazy enough to just yank the bitch out myself... but alas. fuck i mean, shaw... health insurance even! what the heck man. anywho, i'm going to bed now, i want to write more because i'm thinking again... and that's always

i haven't felt well for the past two days or so... it's a mixture of wisdom teeth, lactose intolerance and frustration in general. i went to target today to get things for my new room, more specifically a bed device and some linens... a new pair of jambie pants and some wooden hangers. i'm glad to finally have a moment to claim my own. i left work ( Read more... )