My son loves to 'talk' and make lots of noise ( Read more... )

According to the magic 8 ball, Tyler and I are certainly going to marry and we will be happily married. We will mostly likely have another kid that will be a girl. And I will definitly get a nap today. I'm hoping 8 ball is correct.

connie is seeing this girl that she works with, which means that tyler works with her too. this girl is flat out weird. like creepy weird. like i wouldn't be surprised if she put curses on people. and by the way, her name is erin ( Read more... )

I started my period, which is good, but I feel kind of sad ( Read more... )

I know that this is probably too much info, bbuutttt getting a pap smear after having a baby is kind of like going to the dentist. It's no big deal. Before I would seriously dread going, but now it's like 'oh, you want to see my vag too? here you go.' But now I get to stay dressed for another year and I got some birth control, so as long as I'm ( Read more... )

Tyler went to Mollies after work for her party ( Read more... )

today's a hard day. i feel like everything is fall down around me. i'm not sure what to do anymore. when did i get so messed up? i'm not even sure what has happened to tyler and i over the last few days. i feel like we have disengaged. maybe i have just distanced myself. maybe i have just been running away. we need to talk, but i don't really want ( Read more... )

Is this the beginning of the end?

This week has been hard for me, because for once I am actually trying to work through my shit. I have a lot of it. My insecurities, my feelings of inferiority, my baggage from past hurts. A lot of extra shit has come up just because I am allowing myself to feel and dig deep inside of myself. I'm trying to write down all of my negative feelings as ( Read more... )

Apparently I've lost 10 pounds since Sunday. I used the same scale while wearing the same clothes. I'm not sure how that's possible, but I'll take it. I'm almost back to the weight I was a month after having Ryder and breastfeeding. Maybe my hormones are leveling off and weight will actually start to come off. Here's to hoping. Either way, I needed ( Read more... )