i fucking hate being ugly...sometimes I wish I could be the slightest bit attractive to have a return of emotion from someone...i might as well just introduce them all to other people as soon as they meet me, cause hey, they'll be with them soon after anyways...and I'll be the friend...like I always am ( Read more... )

Thank's to the wonder that is gil, I have th awesomest icon ever...go hotness

I always miss college on friday nights and weekends...i want to be jerzing it up till all hours and then doing it all over again and going to lesbian parties with the best girls in the world...

being gay just isn't the same without them...life isn't the same...

If I can't be with you, at least be with someone you like....be happy for once and stop thinking....start living

ok. girls, here's the thing. ur all fucking crazy. thats it end of story. you get in relationships with fucked up people who in turn make you more fucked up and make you sad and crazy. Why may I ask? Why can't you just stop being sooo damn predictable and try living as normal life in a healthy relationship, with someone who is nice, who is mature, ( Read more... )

Yesterday rocked. I never saw Georgie's so packed in my life...especially cause the majority were girls! I wondered where they all came from cause there were like a million...not really but it was still shocking. I sang St. Teresa which I was told I di very well and then Dee and I rocxked out Like a Prayer ( Read more... )

There was definitely a point there where the conversation got uncomfortable. Both of us seemingly trying to say something by not saying it.

Sort of like this journal entry...

Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less

I feel bad now for being so angry when i talked with coco tonight. I know she was hurting and my maddened response wasn't helpful. But it had to be said that way. someone has to let her know that yes, its ok to still love your ex, but its not ok for your ex to treat you and make you feel nothing but pain. Coco deserves so much more, so much ( Read more... )

Today I graduated. Yay.

And sorry gilipoo....i love you...

I don't know how, but you left me renewed in my confidence, happy at the future ahead.

You made me walk down the street with a bounce...

Even without you, surprisingly...