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I feel like i am about to give up on working. I can't transfer. I have a boss that is on my case about stupid petty shit. I had a guy at work harassing me about my sexuality and since I turned him in things have obviously been weird. I'm not sure who I can talk to about anything. I hate being a fag in a society that can't accept any differences of ( Read more... ) -
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→ Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and ( Read more... ) -
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I'm not sure I'm meant for anything or that anything is meant for me. Tired of work, life, and all the negativity in my world. Fuck it all. Seriously. -
Thoghts in my head...
I'm sitting here thinking about my hanging out with the younger friends we have. I remember back when I was their age. Just typing that out is making me feel really old. So I've been thinking about how I wish I was their age again. Mostly the reason for that thinking is because the guys that is their age now are so hot. They look older than ( Read more... ) -
Court
I have heard about most people being homeless because of hospital bills from people like Michael Moore. I never thought it was true though. That was until, I had a sheriff deliver me some papers saying that High Point Regional is taking me to court because of a bill that I acquired a year and a half ago for a kidney stone. The bill is between $4 ( Read more... ) -
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I keep having nightmares where someone is going to kill me. This time it was my dad. Time before that was a group of homophobic rednecks. Last time I had a continuous amount of nightmares was a car accident. I was in a car and kept ending up in a destroyed car. I was trapped in the wreckage but was alive and slowly dying. In the real world, ( Read more... ) -
I Quit UNCG
So Yeah that's about it. I finally found a way to describe my mind when I get upset, or mad. My mind gets locked in a dark room and can't find a door. So basically when it comes to thoughts, I can't think. It's like a vale over the eyes of my mind. So this is how my last meeting with Catherine Banasiak at UNCG went ( Read more... ) -
Vantage Point
So "Vantage Point" was a pretty awesome movie. People complained about how it kept going back to 12pm before the rally. James and I were both like, " Did you not watch the trailer?" It was clearly there. But whatever. So the movie went by really fast. There definitely wasn't any dragging anywhere. It had a pretty good ending. It was kind of ( Read more... ) -
I Quit!
I was supposed to go to therapy today, but I decided while in the shower I'm not going to do it any more. I must have had a mental snap or something. I'm so fucking angry for no reason. It doesn't seem the therapy is going to work any ways. I fucking quit. If it is working, it's not going fast enough for me. I'm tired of going to this damn ( Read more... )