so I know anyone can read this even people that aren't even my friends but I want my real friends to know how I've been. Well I recently decided not to go to Georgia. My mother and my entire family I seriously felt like they disowned me. I was really sad. I'm so glad I still had my best friend and nowI have my boyfriend. I'm still kind of sad at ( Read more... )

I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS!!!! DON'T EVER READ MY STUFF EVER AGAIN. WHEN I LEAVE YOUR HOUSE I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU EVER AGAIN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. GOT THAT! GOOD! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY PAGE!

well okay I know the whole going home thing is really good for me. I can get caught up with bills, I can go to school etc but sometimes my parents just irk me. The little things they say about the things I do which are human nature is offensive. Why can't they just accept how I act and stop trying to fix me... I'm not broken.

I wrote this in my myspace and am now transfering it over. If I title something as Chapter __ then you'll know where it's from ( Read more... )

I hate for this to happen, but livejournal is going to be the update of my life and my place to complain. It has come to my attention that I can't trust any of the people close to me with the facts of my life because no one can keep their mouth closed. It quite sad because all I'm doing is asking for advice and they seem to think that all I have ( Read more... )

It feels like today was the day I had been hoping for for the last long while. First off the day started early. My step-mom called and kicked me in the ass and said to find a job, well I did. I had an interview 2 hours later and they hired me on the spot and I start TOMORROW! YES!!!! It kind of sucks because it's just pizza hut but hey money is ( Read more... )

Well I just realized that I haven't written in my LJ for a whole YEAR. I've had it since probably my freshman year of high school and it is now going to be my second year in College. AGH!! CRAZY! Well it was a weird year and everything has just gotten a lot weirder. Well some of you might not have known that I moved out of my parents house in the ( Read more... )

Well that always comes AFTER BAND CAMP! Not only are all my friends going to band camp but I am too. I'm really excited but I'm kind of nervous being around a lot of people I don't know, but their cool. I'm afraid in some of my previous post on Livejournal and myspace have been a little harsh. Especially on my friends. I thought you have all ( Read more... )

My life is getting even worse. I don't think anyone could ever understand what I'm going through but this is the worst. Another bad part of life is that you can not chose your family. Those people are the people you would think would keep your dearest secrets and love you the most. What happens when it is the exact opposite. There is love but at a ( Read more... )

Every day in every way i'm faced with hard decisions ( Read more... )