i was out drinkin till like 4 in the morning and had to be up by seven ... what the fuck.... in the hot sun all day is usually nice .. well except when every beat of my heart makes my whole body puls and well yea .. that sucked ...i did it i actually bought a pair of flip flops ..... doc martin flip flops ... they rock so much ass ... ( Read more... )

ok so last night was lindsays birthday so me ken and luigi went to 125 riverside drive to have some drinks and . wish her a happy birthday .. and well we did .. and the base player was WICKED HOT ... but thats besides the point ...i started to get pretty fucked up and feeling in the zone ... you know the zone where i talk to everyone ... ( Read more... )

so it's about noon and i'm wattering these plants in front of the nursery on route six .. when out of the blue i hear the squealing of a cars brakes , and just as i look up i see a deer that couldn't heve been more than a year old ... get plowed into oblivion by so old ass bitch in a lexus...... the thind barrel rollas and does better flips ( Read more... )

ok so the thing with the bosses daughter just keeps gettin better.. today i found out that the guy her dad calls her boyfriend .. is just a life long friend... and we talked for like an hour today hiding in the straw shed ... i got to wipe away the tears , that came from the most beautiful eyes i think i've ever seen ... there kinda hazel but they ( Read more... )

indeed i had the time of my life last night .. and since i decided to start using my journal again . i'll tell ya about "broke back friday".. ok i haven't been to that many gay bars , and when i went in the past i didn't have much fun .. but man me and ken dressed all redneck with our cowboy hats .. and went to chez bene ..wicked good bar ken ( Read more... )

so here i am , in ct in the computer room at my moms house drinking a beer in my smelly ass work clothes...about to go out with amanda , after i shower that is .. some may ask "how's you get there" and what i tell them is when the world comes crashing down , well it shatters ..and then well you gotta get a dust pan and a broom , and find ( Read more... )

i fucking hate the cold .. it gets to my bones ...i don't have much to say today . i'm kinda bored . it's like 7 30 .. this girl was supposed to come over , but she had to go shopping with me mom...i saw her earlier .. no worries.....i need MONEY..

enough for now ....

loaded god complex . cock it and pull it

curt

so it seems i haven't been here in quite some time .. so i thought i'd pop my head in ..i really haven't felt like documenting anything lately ,,, and since this is my journal , i do as i please .. free stuff day is comming .. oops i mean christmas.. i kinda hate to love christmas .. because of my grandfather ,it does kinda suck to be alone at ( Read more... )

FALL OUT BOY LYRICS ( Read more... )

i think she 's scared , scared of being made a fool of.. i think the hurt i've already caused her is still verry close and real..she doesn't wanna feel that way again .. and she's worried that maybe it hasn't been long enough..but in the same, maybe she doesn't wanna lose the chance ..she wants to dance with me , can i tango ..we know i can waltz, ( Read more... )