Livejournal just isn't as entertaining as it used to be.  I just don't care anymore.  But here we go ( Read more... )

"I want to be horribly covered in tattoos.  I want to be walking art that is both revered and criticized.  I want to have pictures and words and symbols and anything I can covering random spots on my body.  Opposing ideologies next to each other?  I would be delighted.  It would be a mess on my body because I myself am a mess.  And if I am going to ( Read more... )

Quick summary since I haven't written in here in like two weeks.  Ummm heart shattered boo hoo all alone again.  My TV broke and I'm still waiting for it to get fixed.  LOST was epic, in my opinion at least.  Nobody wants to hire me at all.  If anyone wants to help me with that, I'd really appreciate it.  Blahblah too much to write and yet nothing ( Read more... )

Nobody uses this anymore.  I love you.

And all you could hear as she walked away was his weak voice whispering "I love you".  She didn't hear him of course, she wouldn't have cared anyways.  He tried to yell but he didn't have any energy left.  She left him there to die, and this was just what he intended to do.  I love you.  Have more useless words ever been uttered?  Has a stupider ( Read more... )

"Don't give up five minutes before the miracle."

Life is a fucking mess.  Hopefully my stress will all leave soon.  Unfortunately this is a bad entry.  I have a bad feeling.  I don't know how much more of this I can take.  Your fears are unwarranted.  Mine will be justified, although I hope not.  Time will tell.

I hate knowing everything.  ( Read more... )

Only two more days of school for me.  I am oh so excited and I can't wait.  I'm gonna have to study all day Sunday if I want to pass my final on Monday.  I can commit to one day of studying though.  At least I hope so.  And then I have the whole summer off.  Hopefully I'm productive.

I know better than to expect too much out of you.  I'll just enjoy ( Read more... )

All I do
is think of you
night and day
it's all I do

And if you could
please mend my heart
it's yours to keep
every single part

ROFLROFLROFL

It's sad to think I was nothing but a force a habit, but it's even sadder to think you're nothing but a grifter and a tash.  Tsk tsk.

These are the times when they don't leave you alone.  But of course everyone has done that.  The actions of our consequences become more and more clear over time.  We can never do more than what we are asked to do, more than we're expected.  There's a white room with no doors and the smallest of windows.  Deserted with nowhere to go, no one to turn ( Read more... )