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oh the heat
oh the heat burns so great ( Read more... ) -
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i have the feeling like i want to write creative and beautiful, but i am rushed and have no time except to write plain and factual. i am getting separation anxiety from Ramapo already, it is something i KNOW i could do for a significant chunk of my life after graduation and a place i really want to move to for a while, i think. i am attached to ( Read more... ) -
plane crash
i am flying this plane, alright? and there is a passenger aboard. it is inevitable, i know i am going to have to crash the plane. i know i cant land it, i just cant. something in the plane is broken. i can either keep flying and wait until it cant fly anymore and crashes spectacularly, or try and crash it purposefully in a more safe manner. ( Read more... ) -
old thoughts
i wrote this like, 3 weeks ago, but i never got to post it. here it is now ( Read more... ) -
ego
i have been so worried about a lot of things to do with myself lately, and it has been stressing me for multiple reasons. first, that i will need to be focusing on the kids soon and wont have the time for myself so i want to resolve it fast before they get here. second that it gets in the way of my commitments. and third, that i am being ( Read more... ) -
la la la la
i am in New York. whoohoo, having alot of fun, but i am too lazy to write much details- we have seen most all tourist traps, and a broadway show every night but tonight. rent, avenue q, the color purple, and tomorrow night: Wicked!. times square, park ave, fifth ave, central park, statue of liberty, ellis island, battery park, south st seaport, ( Read more... ) -
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off to New York for the summer! tah tah! -
men
so today i went to lunch with my daddy. he wanted to know about the guys in my life- as boone was here recently and will be back from SD today, and I went to see will....and i am his little girl and he is protective and concerned about me, although since i have been 16 or 17 or so he has repressed a lot of his protective fatherlyness (for which i ( Read more... ) -
an ideal
i had a dream last night that made me really happy when i woke up. i am still kinda happy, but slowly drifting back into that irritated mood ( Read more... )