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home?
i am change-resistant. i have been home less than half an hour and i dont know what to do with myself. i have gotten very unhappy in a short amount of time and this place doesnt even feel like home. it isnt my home, isnt my house. i no longer like southern california, it just feels weird being back. or maybe it just takes more time than i would ( Read more... ) -
all done!
hooray! no more finals. there was a question that i for sure didnt know, i didnt even know the answer to it to study it (the one question out of 32 i didnt know and he had to pick it for the 6 on the actual final) but at least i am done. i will prolly raise my grade anyways. so excited, but then realized i dont have all that much happening soon ( Read more... ) -
last night
so im sitting int eh psyc computer lab waiting for kohn to come back to her office so i can get out of taking the stupid couples and family therapy final. i am so done with doing school shit ( Read more... ) -
summer
hey guys- prep people: i wanna hang out when we are home. but i am only home from may 22 until june 11. when is everyone getting home for the summer? can we do something fun? i suspect ria that you aint gonna be home until after i leave again for New York. but lets try!
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dreams last night
i woke up this morning, interrupting a very clear and vivid dream. not a lot of time to elaborate now, but i rean away from the people i was vacationing with, and ended up on a part of lake nacimiento where there was a strong river that could have killed me, and i didnt realize it and had to be rescued, and then the poeple i was vacationing with ( Read more... ) -
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i cried so hard i threw up. like that bright sunny day i was so upset i couldnt perform with flintridge singers, only worse ( Read more... ) -
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life, currently
i am not happy. i walk from place to place, or drive, in some cases, and i do what i have scheduled for myself, whether class or work, or anything else. but when i dont have class or work i usually end up wasting my time, doing nothing, pining, being miserable and unmodivated and more miserable because of it. i expect to much, and i have very ( Read more... ) -
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i think i am having 'nightmares' about getting pulled over. they arent vivid or anything, and i hardly wake up and remember that i dreamed about getting pulled over, but throughout the day i will think that it happened to me recently, and then remember that it was a while ago, but still feel like it just happened. or be paranoid about it while i ( Read more... )
