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i dont know why i am in such a bad, rash mood. i am being mean to will. i dont want to be. a part of me wonders whats the point. werent we going to break up to prevent a worse breakup in the future? and yet, with all this knowledge, it is so hard to let my self come out.
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in 2005
confess that in 2005 i ( Read more... ) -
changes
last night i had just turned out the light and i snuggled down, pulling the blankets this way and that, to cover me the warmest, and exhalled grandly. and i realized that falling asleep hadnt felt so good forever. it might be the sleeping alone. i DO like it from time to time. i think it is linked to the fact that in a buisiness setting, i work ( Read more... ) -
yes and no
You can only say YES or NO you are not allowed to explain anything ( Read more... ) -
i tried to look it up
i think it is somewhere in those notebooks. maybe not. i read it enough ( Read more... ) -
what is a dream come true?
ive grappled with romance and desires, ideals and pedestals made of clay. ive tried to make everything out of something that wasnt particularly anything. ive even tried to convince myself that if i just stick it out, someday i'll get lucky. but i know that i have to make it happen. ive got to find my own luck. picky aint all that bad. neither ( Read more... ) -
work
its a much more complicated system here. i can easily get back into the swing of things, but its not where i would want to stay permanently. at least at school in the box office i like everyone i work around. here i have to be too fake for a lot of people, but luckily not the ones i work directly with. and they pay me more here to do less. i ( Read more... ) -
WICKED!!!
wow! i never thought. here i was mourning for eden espinosa's only being a replacement elphaba because the main actress hurt herself- but now! she is going to be elphaba permanently (i saw her in SF and was enraptured by her preformance, it makes me cry!)! i am so excited. but now it is only in New York, at the Gershwin, through next year. oh ( Read more... ) -
this weekend
so this last week (i guess it is a litter further away from now than i previously supposed) was my finals week, and then my mom flew up to oakland on friday and i picked her up and we went into San Francisco for the weekend ( Read more... )
