so very bored. no money due to spending most of it yesterday on alcohol & chinese food. second week of school seemed to go by nice and fast. very happy about monday off, but not sure yet what i want to go do. maybe go to the beach or something. something cheap haha. first SC football game tomorrow, hoping we kick arkansas' ass so ppl can get all ( Read more... )

So far this week, the usual first-days-of-semester type thing: not doing much in class & enjoying the time to relax before things get all crazy all at once. So, so excited to be out of here in T-4 months and counting. Have that familiar feeling like back at the end of high school, that of having had a good time here but wanting to know What Comes ( Read more... )

i haven't updated this in forever but trust me, you didn't miss much. i had a really good summer even though i didn't accomplish much of what i set out to do (i.e. take a class and work at my dad's gf's cushy office). what i did do was hang out with daisy and alba and dani and janet and edna and go to the O and the Tool Box (a lot) and drink (a LOT ( Read more... )

oh man. i am... i believe the phrase is "losing it". i am losing 'it'. whatever it is. i've lost it. i am so.....unhappy right now. i can't even believe it. i didn't even think this level of unhappiness was possible. before now, that is. now i definitely understand. oh holy fuck. even i am amazed at how bad this is. i know this doesn't make any ( Read more... )

"A house on fire ( Read more... )

i think i must have fallen and hit my head or something....i can't seem to keep it straight that Night is when you sleep and Day is when you're awake and productive. also, i might have somehow slipped into some kind of tear in the fabric of space-time and ended up in a strange parallel universe, because today i went to the gas station and the gas ( Read more... )

once again i find myself at 2 in the morning after getting off the phone with you having had another big argument where one or both of us threatens to stop talking to the other one once and for all. and once again find myself wondering what is the point of all of this. no point, i think. just endless discussions that don't go anywhere and don't ( Read more... )

impatient but understanding ( Read more... )

There is no good reason why i should be awake right now. i haven't had any coffee or alcohol or Rockstars today, i haven't been out partying, having some intense conversation, or Getting Any. it's just my old friend Insomnia, here to visit after not being around for a while. he's not such a bad guy, kind of unwelcome when you're really tired or ( Read more... )

They're not all bad, but some of them i'm embarrassed to admit i've seen...

( bad movies )