Normally I don't think twice about hitting the alarm once  at 6:15 am.
It's just become automatic, snooze for nine more minutes then roll out of bed and start the daily routine. Normally I arrive at the Cancer Center one or two minutes late, not a big deal. They usually are late dropping of my labels at the lab so i have to wait for the nurses  ( Read more... )

in a normal situation, her neck would be stiff and sore...muscles strained in agony. in a normal situation, her tendons would undoubtedly begin to slowly shake, uncontrollably twitch. but, she's anything but a normal situation. she's used to this angle, lying on her back. taking it and faking like she wants more. eventually, men of a certain age ( Read more... )

This is not a love affair. No sexual, sinful, erotic or pleasurable significance can be found here. He keeps me awake, I awake in his lap. Insatiable, his appetite is insatiable and quite hard. He smells of old, crumpled paper. His chapters have been underscored, highlighted, and criticized. Oh how i hate his straight back which over time has ( Read more... )

perhaps there was some previous invocation, some calculated communication that in effect inspired this particularly insipid set of glaces between them. a former incident which effectively incubated the brusque synergy currently occurring between the two. however, this was not the case. there was no history there or future here. now she enjoys her ( Read more... )

take this square girl
and try hard

forget her and love her

play intimate, seem sinere.
but i know you
and i will purchase another drink to forget
forgetme, you, the illness.

take this square girl and find a circle.

Accessible Orchestra ( Read more... )

its a funny thing, looking back on my livejournal posts of the past ( Read more... )

austin, you are awesome ( Read more... )

mysteries, miseries, and hypothetical friendships.
opportunities, commodities, and the unknown.
my life is thus far an accumulation of words.
sounds good.

if i could take things back,
i wouldn't. because i wasn't meant to stay.
but i still taste you,
and feel you.
if i give in, would you meet me halfway?

its 11:41 and i've already checked facebook, then hotmail, myspace, and back to facebook. i must be a college student with a paper due tomorrow ( Read more... )