i feel like im missing too much ( Read more... )

ive come to the realization that chemical induced dreams would be my favorite sort ( Read more... )

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i walk a lot ( Read more... )

Smooth, there is something smooth underneath my fingertips. Definitely not the same consistency of the wooden area that is supporting my head and fueling my wandering hand. No, this is different. Almost like paper, but more concrete. …Parchment? ...Parchment? Who the hell puts parchment underneath a desk? And who the hell in the world has parchment ( Read more... )

jess, i still taste you and thus reserve the right to hate you

decode when necessary.

Shit. I’m hungry, again. As I sit quietly and weigh my options. There is food a few steps away, quite possibly a well stocked deliciously enticing refrigerator with cold cuts and dandelions. Fresh lemonade, avocado and crab delight, and of course Fabio spraying ’not butter’ on my toasted honey wheat muffin. Maybe my sister and mother will decide to ( Read more... )

ive got pizza and sweatpants.

and everyone i read about seems so sad.

i feel like misery is more interesting to divulge into or write about than most other things. empathy, i know the meaning but forget the implication. im sorry for what happend, and this is not directed at any one in particular. ill delete this later, but for now, i feel if any of ( Read more... )

that brand new played longer tonight.

but wishes are for shooting stars and little people,
and tonight i saw brand new live so i cant complain.

and now im to make tea to soak up all the raw-ness my throat is experiencing.
i tend to scream alot when i know every word.

so stick stick stick to the plan